Every time I hear about the path
of the border wall, it sends a jolt of recognition through me. I grew up in
Mission, Texas, right on the border with Mexico. The wall will cut through land
south of my town, down by the Rio Grande. That includes a state park I have
visited, the National Butterfly Center and La Lomita Chapel, the small Catholic
church that actually gives Mission its name. My home town and the Rio Grande
Valley are in the news every day, especially during President Trump’s visit to
McAllen, the big city east of Mission. With the border wall now the point of
contention in the government shutdown, the place is more notorious than ever.
The idea of moving among
countries is familiar to me, as is the idea of staying in a place for
generations. That all depends on what side of my family I talk about. On my
father’s side, the rootlessness is very obvious. My grandfather, father and
myself were all born in different countries: Ukraine for my grandfather, the
United States for my father, and France for me, when my parents were living on
a US Air Force base in the 1950s. My grandparents came as the typical Jewish
families who got out of Eastern Europe, fleeing the pogroms and poverty. They
came through, legally, and settled in St. Louis. My father was born there, but
he had a wanderlust that took him back to Europe in the 1950s after he married
my mother in Texas. In his case, he went to France to work in the auto racing
industry. My brother and I were both born at the Air Force hospital there. But
the marriage ended and my mother brought us back to her home town, Mission, and
that’s where we stayed.
As that story of return suggests,
my mother’s family shows a great attachment to place. I can’t think of anybody in
the family who permanently left Texas, other than me, and I’m here in the
Northeast for over 40 years. Family members came to New York from Germany in
the 1840s and to Texas by the 1860s or before. One was the first ordained rabbi
in Texas. He was my great-great-grandfather, Hayyim Schwarz. Zooming through
time 150 years, my brother’s twin grandkids had their second birthday earlier
this month. They are the seventh generation in Texas, living in a town outside
Houston that’s just 35 miles south of Hempstead, where the esteemed rabbi
Schwarz settled in 1873. Three or four generations can be found in the Jewish cemetery
in the town of Gonzales, between San Antonio and Houston.
So when I see the wall, I think
of people on one side, leaving what they have known for the unknown in search
of something they can’t get where they live. I also people on the other side,
where they’ve been for generations, feeling their sense of place and society threatened
by disruption.
That’s been humanity’s pattern
for hundreds of thousands of years. Move away or stay and fight, conquer or
resist, adjust or repel, welcome or ignore, cooperate or clash, assimilate or
stand apart. I can sense that story from both sides of the dynamic. The plans
for the border wall may be new, but the emotions the wall evokes by are as old as
our tribal memories and stories our ancestors told under the stars and by the
rivers of Babylon.
As for me, maybe it’s time to
look into applying for an EU passport. I was born in France, after all. I should
keep my options open in case the wanderlust strikes me for some reason I cannot
imagine.